well...i don't even know how to express my thoughts. jim and i are now in a place in which we feel stuck. not in all aspects of our life, really just one. we just don't know what to do or how to handle it. we're surrounded by complacent people who are basically stuck in tradition and we just can't seem to get them on board with being challenged or changing from what they always know. one might ask, maybe they don't need change? i would argue that's not true. change is needed because when one does something simply cause that's how it's always been...that leads to complacency and when you're complacent you're not willing to accept challenges or listen to people other than who you've always listened to. i'm ready to give up...i don't really think that i'm suppose to but i don't know how to push through.